dawn. dusk.
the clock ticks away
do ppl really move forward with it too?
while moving forward,
are we changing every now and then?
or is it the same as the dawn and dusk cycle?
not really sure of wat i'm crapping away tho.
i just hope i won't be stuck.

well someone told ben ma, and then ben ma told me.
something like this:
"chinese pop makes ppl go pessimistic."
uh... if tat's the case then i should stop listening to them XD
but they're nice leh.

sighs. in just abt 2 weeks time,
sch starts.
it sucks.





aiya.. anyways...

sat: i went to ben ma's bbq at pasir ris. it was like uh, taking forever to reach tat place =_=. travelled so long. anyways... took photos. had a bit of drinks. had a bit of fun. ben ma likes to tou pai me XD. oh i barefooted-ly stepped on a lizard, and it didnt die. so er xin can =_=. karma.

sun: uh.. travelled with jx and aud back to cck. stayed at home stoning. dun really rem wat did i do.

mon: uh... did i stay at home too? i dun rem =_=

tues: ehhhh. OH. i went to toa payoh with gz. we bought pants. ha. wanted to try botak jones but dunno where it is. next time bah gz =].

wed: uh...(omg it's just ytd and i have difficulties remembering) OH. went to queensway with my mum and ben er jie. i rem i was disturbing my ben er jie most of the time. eg: singing watever the radio's playing at the place, singing "little umbrella" and "xin yu" cos it rained, blow air into her face with the correct timing and she sucked in XD, speaking to her in indian accent. and ya, have weird actions while singing. or sing till very nan ting XD. then she poke me =_=. then i ask her why she poked me. she say "stop it". i went "that's not the stop button." XD. then evening went to amk hub with parents and kor. bought lotsa stuff in fairprice. oh yea, mama let me take that cider XD. and uh, dad drove past a place where it was famous in the 70s for car racing. i went "papa, drift drift!". eh really look like a nice place for racing, with nice bends. my kor went "merc how to drift". XD ya true.

thurs: hur tat's today. eh. went to town with lynn and shiying. the 2 of them, hur XD. hmmm didnt buy anything there. then went off to bugis meet dajie and her bf awhile. bought a polo. came home. ate waffle, dinner, had bubble tea. so full luh.

no pics cos i uh, lazy to upload.
i'm going off le. buh byEe

uh gz keep asking me to blog =_=

o-well, keeping myself occupied might be a good thing.
but uh, i like to nua also.

oh ya, i was telling gz i like this song, so nice.
then on msn, i sing tat song, and say it's nice again,
she wanna slap me!!!! =[
lol but she say till quite funny la.


° ; guizhen ¨» perfect dictation. says:
LOL!
° ; guizhen ¨» perfect dictation. says:
STOP SINGING THE SONG!
° ; guizhen ¨» perfect dictation. says:
MUAHAHHA~
xiao ying says:
sighs
xiao ying says:
the song so nice
° ; guizhen ¨» perfect dictation. says:
HAHA!
° ; guizhen ¨» perfect dictation. says:
because it speaks your heart lah. i know lah!
° ; guizhen ¨» perfect dictation. says:
hahahaha
° ; guizhen ¨» perfect dictation. says:
SLAP YOU

hur i laughed when i saw her reply. my di must be thinking i'm mad =_=
*fyi (oh i speak IM!), the song's "just so you know" - by jesse mccartney

so yea, now we've got the "stab you" and "slap you" version of Smack That liaoz. XD
eh maybe lynn and gz gets wat i'm saying only. LOLOLOL

eh i'm so poor thing can, lynn likes to kick me.
now gz wants to slap me =[[[[[

nvm, this sat i'm gonna escape to pasir ris.
hope i can see stars stars.
countless of stars
clusters of stars
make me dizzy and drop on the beach XD
drop liao maybe roll to the waters
eh k i dunno why i'm so lame.
entertaining myself makes me looks dumb.
already dumb dumb liao still act dumb =_=
k i'm dumb. really dumb.

speaking of "entertaining myself",
i tot of someone.
i was amazed that she could entertain herself for so long,
with so much energy. LOL
but good lah, entertain me also.

uh.. oh tmr i'm going out with gz, huiyi and fiona.
first time going out with huiyi and fiona.
eh i am a shy person =$ *slaps myself awake
if not, maybe anti-social. hurhur
gz u must do more talking.
dun abandon me ah.

twin~
come out soon with us lar =_=
we can bring u to places to eat. LOL
we can go play and see erm. hahas u know.

i didn't touch the ps2 in my house for very long le.
recently started to play again.
because of Burnout Dominator!!!
so nice to play la.
i can sit in front of the tv playing for hours.
just like last time.
really last last last last last time.
at least now mama dun nag.

eh this entry is so random.

k i stop here. shall go back to enjoy my music le.
and stone.
gz, one day, we'll not stone le.
we'll ROCK. HAHAHAHA
anyways, they're both shi tou XD

eh kk i dunno wat i'm talking abt again =_=
buh byEe!

just reached home. this time, it's my kor who snatched the bathroom from me -.-

anyways....
i've been coming home late,
or i've not been coming home =X
mama finally got upset abt me =X
ya.. so she nagged at me.
erm, but sometimes i just need to get out of the house.
eh or u all can leave me alone in the house instead =)

btw, thanks gz.. =]
my face kinda hurt now tho =_=




xiang hui dao guo qu
shi zhe rang gu shi ji xu
zhi shao bu zai rang ni li wo er qu...

shit. i think i've developed some kind of phobia =_=. it's seriously not good at all.

recently i've been having weird dreams too. twin, remind to "ask" u something abt my dream.

k, TIME TO SLEEP. wanted to post something abt a phone convo i had. i'll leave it till the next post bahhh.

=_=
sian, my lappy's screen is totally cmi le. most probably gonna send it for repairs bah. but my da jie said it's not worth to spend the money on screen repairing, it's bo hua, might as well get new one XD. so ya.. there's an IT fair starting tmr too.. SO HUR, hope dad can get me a new one XD

eh good thing was i managed to copy my D drive into my di's external hard-disk before the lappy died. uh... that's the only good thing i guess. my lappy~~~~~~~ =[[[ it's only abt 1 and a half years old~~~

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anyways.. past few days i've been worrying abt something. it does not involve other ppl la. just me =_=. well, today i was kinda relieved by something i got to know from my dajie XD. ehhh but i'm still a bit worried cos it's not confirmed ( maybe not just a bit tho XD)

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there's still abt 2 hours before the man utd match starts, and i've got nth to do~

the maple patching is wols =_=, so i cant maple YET.
i feel like hiding myself at home for some time, but i think it's not good to do so. my head might burst. eeks.
i've not bought the vcds i wanted, so i've got nth to watch.
i feel weird after eating that donut with choco rice on it =_=
i need to go to sch tmr, just to help my di to hand up some form =_= wth
dou dou doesnt want to entertain me =_= (lol maybe 'cause i didnt entertain him last night XD)
maybe i shall just go dig for some anime to watch. sianz

oh days ago i bought "Silk" and watched with gz. there's this sentence that made me thought of something =_=. lynn might whack me XD. anyways.. it's not a very scary show lah, just tat i'm timid XD

oh ya! i wanna sell my Zen Vision. any one of u or ur frens wanna get it ? the warranty's over already. bought it like erm.. december 2005? 30GB, black in color.

shall end the post here. buh byEe



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kinda had a family day today. mum woke me at 2plus, telling me we're going out =_=
so i took a quick shower, and we got out of the house at around 3.30.

ehh, dad took us to a place opposite of the famous temple at si ma lu. (eh or is the temple called si ma lu? =X)
then each of us (my 2 brothers and also my parents), took turns to bai bai. uh.. when it's my turn, the old aunty asked for my name lah.. my age lah.. then she started "chanting".
I SOOOOO WANTED TO LAUGH CAN. uh i was kneeling, holding joss sticks, then she was holding some gim zua, and in my face "shake" her hands and chant.
then i tot, "cai xiao ying, cannot laugh, dad is just behind me. cannot even um chio"
uh.... so i make myself FROWN.

anyways, the process for me was quick cos she didn't need to keep "throwing" the 2 red things. eh like head and tails that pair of red thing. so ya, mine throw once okay le.

i'm quite a failure being a buddhist i think =_=. i dunno the things. it's just like a string for me to fill on forms when i see "Religion"


hmmm.. then went to eat wan ton mee at sunshine plaza.. and went to turf city's Giant. my dad cracked quite a few lame jokes today. oh i rem one.

i was saying something like "why i dun see the mai dang dang here?" (uh there's a Mac at turf city, and xiao ying calls Mac "mai dang dang")
then my dad says something like... "mai dang dang.. if you go there and buy things, the person will tell u no more left liao. MAI GUANG GUANG."
then i : on the car and said "hen leng leh"
and my dad adjusts the air con =_=

=_=
k i going to bathe liaoz. better bathe before my erjie comes back from work. oh ben er jie now works from 3pm-1am. and i always sleep till so late. so ya, i dun get to see her so often liaozz. she sleeps earlier than me also. haa. k i'm off. ja~


-lame ass, dumb ass, smart ass and sometimes an asshole