=(

my phone vibrated and xia dao wo, cos i was practising writing chinese words.. a sms rcv-ed, from my fren...:

"Good luck for tmr. And don panic. You always panic.Don give up or say sure do very badly or wad. Don give yourself too much stress too. You got only last try. Night."



i thot for a while.. i think i really always say i sure do badly.. and i think i really always panic. how ah? where can i get the confidence i need? damn..

JING RU.....

ah... i miss jing ru eh.. not even one week after she left.. wat was i doing for the week ne?

星期天

這一天 ( 這三個字讓我想到靜茹的一首歌)﹐ 我﹑xf 和cindy一早就一起出發到 changi airport. 然後hor, 住最靠近的那個人還遲到。 沒錯﹐就是錦。 我們到機場當然是去接機。接誰呢? 靜茹!!! 接了她之後﹐ 我們這些鴨子就去變裝。變裝了就趕去Cenosis event. 在途中我們也收聽了933 一下下﹐因為靜茹會上龍虎榜啊。hmm... jing ru performed 4 songs at the cenosis thingy la. goodie.. 她有看我的鏡頭幾次噢! =D i let her signed all my stuff.. wahaha... and took pic with her. goodie.

kor kor saw us and said we bian zhuang le. haha.. when we left the room, we told him later we'll bian zhuang again. cos... we going to hmv de qian ming hui ah.

at hmv.. oh goodie man.. i can see my 灵芝 too.. haha.. oh goodie goodie, both jing ru and ling zhi got look at my jing tou. wahahah. jing ru qing chang dong feng po... GOODIE. and we also sang ning xia tog. keke. after the qian ming hui ah, went to have coffee with duckies, cow and fm lor. went home after taking some photos. haha.



星期一

=D 大包小包到学校。 after sch jiu bain zhuang and meet duckies and cowie at boon lay. aso met up with fm. ah hahahahahaaha. went to NTU to watch jing ru's xiao yuan yan chang hui. SO HIGH MAN!!!! 我们都 HIGH 到极点!!! even went to the middle of the auditorium and sing when jing ru busy signing. kekekekeke. goodie goodie. after the whole thing ah, we went backstage and took photos with her! goodie! hahaahahahaahaha

星期二

在家里 nua. cos i woke up late for sch. and dunno jing ru activities for the day.


星期三

sadx day... cos went to the airport and saw jing ru li wo men er qu. haix.... duckies were at the airport early to wait for jing ru. haha.. while waiting, you dian bu nai fan. somemore i stomachache. ah.. bu zai shuo le.. sadx..




hmm hmmm... she will be coming back in Dec... actually quite fast la? cos after my exams ta jiu lai. but i now REALLY MISS her le.. zhen shi de.. thinking of what job to do too.. cos need $$$ for a lot of things. haha... later will stay up quite late to study.. cos now no mood study. hahax.. bYee

- 晓莹 -
fish effect WONT go away =D

so goodie/happy!!!!

GOOOOOOOOOOOODIE!

muahahahahaha. had a fun day yar~ =D

wat was i doing ne? hehe

okay, in the morning, i met up with xf and cindy to go to changi together ( meeting jin there). we waited for jing ru to arrive =D. ( mei xiang dao 5566 also taking same flight). when jing ru waiting for her luggage to come out, wo jiu start recording with the view cam le. goooodie. when she came out.. of cos ji xu pai... pai pai pai.. then run to her front and pai.. jin and cindy also trying to get nice nice pics of her. hehehe. when they're going to get outside, wo men cai RUN out.. really run.. haha. left xf behind :p. BUT! inside the aiport too cold, so when i got outside, the camera blur diao. haix... but goodie. hehehe.

after we jie ji, wo men jiu proceed to taka for the cenosis thingy. wah.. really goodie leh... goodie goodie goodie. got our stuff signed =D. of cos i did record the event. heheheeh. after jing ru's performance, wo men jiu qu makan.. keke. cai go let her sign our stuff..

after the cenosis thingy, we went down to heeren. goodie. manage to get a quite goodie place. took pictures of ling zhi and jing ru =D. we were like the only few ppl to shout in hmv orh.. zhen shi de.. " wat's jing ru concert called?" " AI DE DA YOU XING!". haha. quite fun yar~. sang ning xia chorus with jing ru. keke. after the qian ming hui, we took photos with ling zhi. yeah~~~~ goodie!

when everything ended, fm, jin, cindy, ry and me went to have coffee. took photos too. hahahahahah. (reminded me of the dead fish. yea jin?). hahahaha. aiya, still got to pack my bag.. tmr got sch.. but tat's abt it for today. haha. goodie goodie. i going off liaox. bYe.

L.I.E, 中間 =D

我還沒有準備好
突然之間
無法解釋的奇妙感覺
陰的天
雲好遠
有些正發生在我心裡面
再也不能假裝看不見

是什麼在蔓延
從眼裡到指尖太明顯
如果把手給你
請問愛情會讓你
帶我到哪裡去

Love is everything
不想公開的秘密
我還盯着你
假裝沒事慌了的眼睛
Love is everything
從天而降億萬顆星星
我很確定
别想逃出你的手掌心

是什麼在蔓延
從眼裡到指尖太明顯
如果把手給你
請問愛情會讓你
帶我到哪裡去
oh~

Love is everything
不想公開的秘密
我還盯着你
假裝沒事慌了的眼睛
Love is everything
從天而降億萬顆星星
我很確定
别想逃出你的手掌心

快喘不過氣
愛不可思議
真了不起
怎麼你
還可以裝神秘

Love is everything
不想公開的秘密
我還盯着你
假裝沒事慌了的眼睛
Love, love is everything
從天而降億萬顆星星
我很確定
别想逃出你的手掌心

oh~ uh~~




多遠
能夠走完這世界
感覺
放到極限
某天
無聲的雨正下在某處
我被淋濕了

濕透
我想才能更勇敢
等着雨過天晴
忽然想要
看彩虹
可以擁抱我

我飛躍一陣痛楚的轉變
懂得想的就那些
原來那就叫做
生命的中間
飛躍一滴苦澀的眼淚
雨點下得好直接
發現彩虹在天邊
渺小的我
跑在最前面
那一邊
是明天

看見
那看不見的時間
當我
有了從前
往前
發出聲音告訴這世界
我想要什麼

聽見
我已經開始冒險
淚水
流下安慰
哭過的臉
最堅決
放晴的順間

我飛躍一陣痛楚的轉變
懂得 想的 就那些
原來那就叫做生命的 中間~
飛躍一滴苦澀的眼淚
雨點下得好直接
發現彩虹在天邊
渺小的我
跑在最前面
那一邊是明天

我飛躍一陣痛楚的轉變
懂得 想的 就那些
原來那就叫做生命的 中間~
飛躍一滴苦澀的眼淚
雨點下得好直接
發現彩虹在天邊
渺小的我
跑在最前面
那一邊是明天

不遠
來到一切的中間
轉變

會變
灰色陰天到晴天
那天

了解
象勇氣的無意間
出現

生命
有許多中間

da na la la la
da na la la la

jing ru concert..

just heard ling zhi call in from tw.. goodie..

haha. just wish all the best to jing ru's concert tmr ^^

GooDie

heee heeee =D. had a long, fun, goodie day with jin yu, cindy and jin xing. =)

let's see.. i ad A-Maths paper 2, Science paper 1 and reflection paper today. supposed to be dismissed at 12.30pm. so we've decided to meet at 1pm at clementi control. BUT ah, science teacher ah, gave us briefing on O level Prac Exam. then my form teacher so NAGGY. so.. i 1pm then dismiss. but hai hao lah. jin, as usual, was also late for meeting cindy and jin xing. haha! i reached before 1.30pm =)

oh ya.. jing ru's xiao yuan yan chang hui at NTU was confirmed already. goodie =D

back to wad i was saying.. after we met, we went to have lunchie lor. although i'm still having cough, i had western food. yups =D. jin had porridge, cindy had wanton mee, jin xing.. erm, wat's that called ah? mee wat? some malay stall de food jiu dui le. jin treated us sugar cane juice. haha. hmmm.. in my opinion, ta bu shi wu yuan wu gu qing wo men de. haha.

after lunchie, we went to TM. met up that gal, who's selling jin yu that yan wei die single. she dun look like she's 17. haha :p. then ah, we went to isetan.. metro.. i tried some clothes.. HAHA. i find myself so weird/funny in them. the second piece i tried was so auntie. first one and third one bu cuo. haha.

wat else ne...? oh, we went to Mac and had ice cream..! haha. jin xing very fast finish his sundae le. ran hou ne, we eventually decided to go k ge. we proceeded to the new KBox branch at tampines.. but 5pm no room, so we din go k.. we went... we went to watch movie...! haha.

watched wat ne? taht korean horror movie lor. haha. jin xing and cindy ah.. sit there mei you bei xia dao. me and jin.. wo men suo dao... suo dao hen suo lor. haha. jin was kua zhang la, hor? even used pop corn to block her own view.. haha! i use one hand to block... and see thru the gaps between my fingers. haha. :p. zhen shi de.. haix. haha. could have watched RE2 hor? i dun mind watching it again. haha. goodie.. MILLA JOVOVICH! hehe.

after the show, we.. went to take photos! haha. at a park kinda near to jin's house. got swing.. goodie. so took a lot of photos lor.. all with jin. haha. got once my foot stuck at those web thingy. almost sprained my left ankle.. then both legs was like gonna cramp... then, jin to my rescue! haha.. but wo bu xiao xin cai dao ta de shou zhi.. bu hao yi si.. ur xiao zhi mei shi le ba?

after taking photos at the playground and the fitness corner, we took bus home lor. forgot the bus number.. baddie memory? 169? 168? dunno. the time of the journey back to woodlands i thought was quite okay. jin alighted at the second stop from the stop we boarded. jx, cindy and i took all the way back to woodlands. i slpt for awhile yar~. haha. was half conscious. dao le woodlands.. went to the pasam malam and bought munchies, and some food for my family lor.

while waiting for my otahs to be cooked, i think we 3 fa dai-ed. haha! only stare at the otahs.. look at them being cooked. jiu zhe yang, keep looking. haha. after this jiu take train go home le. goodie.

ling zhi... is now at taiwan.. those 2 LUCKY gals who managed to go with her to see jing ru concerts.. haiX. GEK ah... let's hope jing ru next year will be holding a concert in sg. =)

愛上你不受局限
原來我心裡也有某些狂野
就象擺脫了一切
兩個人光腳奔跑在荒野

我錯過
我了解
跳下愛情不該想先保險
越難猜
越特別
抱着夏天不該想象秋天
oh yeah yeah yeah


吻要閉上眼睛感覺
能帶我飛也讓 我 流淚
我都要 你知道
就算我們不說謊言
擔心偶爾還是 會 斷線
我知道 都知道
我們專心愛幾秒
好不好

好不好

浪漫象魔術表演
明明是虛幻卻逼真得沒人
能發現
就算吵得再激烈
馬上又被你抱緊在胸前

我錯過
我了解
跳下愛情不該想先保險
嗯~
越難猜
越特別
抱着夏天不該想象秋天
oh yeah yeah yeah

吻要閉上眼睛感覺
能帶我飛也讓 我 流淚
我都要 你知道
就算我們不說謊言
擔心偶爾還是 會 斷線
我知道 都知道
我們專心愛幾秒
好不好

吻要閉上眼睛感覺
能帶我飛也讓 我 流淚
我都要 你知道~
就算我們不說謊言
擔心偶爾還是 會 斷線
我知道 都知道
我們專心愛幾秒
好不好

oh 好不好~~

Jie Shou 接受

just now de entry, i typed jie shou in 漢語拼音, to show that i was sincere. but ah, someone hor, say ppl may think that i dunno how to type in chinese. zhen shi de. so, i now typing it in chinese. haha.. enjoy...!

仿彿上一分鐘 你還陪在我左右
還以為我們會 開花結果
我還記得玫瑰色天空
卻模糊了我們的臉孔
哼過的歌到底是什麼內容

仿彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風
吹過你的領空 差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂
卻擔心言不由衷

我們都接受
一定是彼此不夠成熟
在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭
不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動
能記得多久

仿彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風
吹過你的領空 差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂
卻擔心言不由衷

我們都接受
一定是彼此不夠成熟
在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭
不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動
能記得多久

我們都接受
一定是彼此不夠成熟
在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭
不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動
能記得多久

=)

quite sianx now... COS..

i reached home at 1+, going to 2pm liddat. THEN AH, as usual, i wanna take nap ma. i was half aslp le... THEN!, my stupid bro watch his westside story again, then on so loud some more, woke me up. i lying on the bed jiu shout, " bu yao chao la!!!". then he lowered the volume.. and close my room's door. ok, more quiet liaox, but still can hear the er xin de 5566 song. eeks. i tried to slp again lor... BUT!, this time my mama come in, ask me wake up to eat le cai shui. i very pek chek, but i of cos wont say my mum. haha.. she thot i have fever. touch my forehead.. i say no fever.. then she ask me pang wan go see doc.. haha.. now i eating and typing..

this stupid cough ah... make me so xin ku... so xin ku to slp.. so xin ku to do exam paper. then my xf ye zhen shi de... say my voice sexy -_-'''. *hair stand*. i now very ji dong also will cough ge bu ting. qi si wo. grrrrrrrr. exam ah.. si ding le. now my mood is "prelim over le" de mood. cos left science paper one and a math. i dun care a math. so will just read up more science. today de bio paper ah... qi si wo man. some simple qn i think too much, so wrong. geog paper.. too long never touch geog, so today.. haha.

oh ya, i bought u-weekly. cos xf told me inside got fish. goodie. quite big la, one page is her, the other is alex. the ktv de guang gao, say got yan wei die can k there. haha. then the kster pai hang bang there, got say jing ru having concert in taipei this week, 16 and 17 october. then maybe will come next year to hold one. goodie!

no one online.... sianx.. that lm and xf ah, only will after O then online. hen hao hor? me very si bai, everyday sure online. now online de ren hao shao.. haha. so i blog more bahx.

read jin's blog.. she mentioned audrey yar~. then the mayday adverts... hahahahahah! that shi tou very qian bian one.. i showed my elder brother.. haha. he gave me a weird look. hahahaa. ya, audrey goodie person, help me record stuff too. keke. after O level i ask xf to help u turn them in vcds okie? keke.

hmm... thirsty. i go get water. backie.

ytd nite, i was looking at some phones. i planning to get Okwap de. then saw this phone with penguins.. haha! not gonna get that ba, got one more nicer de... wooo... btw, i think last sunday ah, i dreamt of myself having that pink hello kitty phone. must be online see too much phone le. haha. i wanna go tw....! let's see... phone de budget i put $600. jing ru stuff? hmm... $300? play/food/watever... $???. dunno how i will eat. anyway, i think too much le. dou bu dong ke bu ke yi qu.

really hooked to jing ru's jie shou... goodie man. cannot start my day without it. haha. first time heard it with jinyu at sembawang music store, wo men jiu xi huan le... melt melt melt~~. hor jin? all the songs i know how to sing le.. goodie. goodie... jie shou goodie! that day ling zhi mood not goodie ah, someone wanna dian jie shou, she got play.. hehe.

fang fu shang yi fen zhong, ni hai pei zai wo zuo you
hai yi wei wo men hui, kai hua jie guo
wo hai ji de mei gui se tian kong
que mo hu le wo men de lian kong
heng guo de ge dao di shi shen me nei rong

fang fu yi jing zi you, xia yi ke wo bian cheng feng
chui guo ni de ling kong, cha dian shi kong
hui yi zai ye li nao de hen xiong
wo xiang wo ke yi ming bai ni suo you de tong
xiang rang ni zhi dao wo dong
que dan xin yan bu you zhong

wo men dou jie shou
yi ding shi bi ci bu gou cheng shou
zai ai qing li fen bu liao qing zhong
cheng shi de guo le tou
bu neng tui hou ye wu fa xiang qian zou
ai shi yi ge zi si de nian tou
ba ji mo xiao chu de li you
sheng xia de na xie gan dong
neng ji de duo jiu

fang fu yi jing zi you, xia yi ke wo bian cheng feng
chui guo ni de ling kong, cha dian shi kong
hui yi zai ye li nao de hen xiong
wo xiang wo ke yi ming bai ni suo you de tong
xiang rang ni zhi dao wo dong
que dan xin yan bu you zhong

wo men dou jie shou
yi ding shi bi ci bu gou cheng shou
zai ai qing li fen bu liao qing zhong
cheng shi de guo le tou
bu neng tui hou ye wu fa xiang qian zou
ai shi yi ge zi si de nian tou
ba ji mo xiao chu de li you
sheng xia de na xie gan dong
neng ji de duo jiu

wo men dou jie shou
yi ding shi bi ci bu gou cheng shou
zai ai qing li fen bu liao qing zhong
cheng shi de guo le tou
bu neng tui hou ye wu fa xiang qian zou
ai shi yi ge zi si de nian tou
ba ji mo xiao chu de li you
sheng xia de na xie gan dong
neng ji de duo jiu

cough..

haix.. having cough. must be too heaty? during exams i cough i will pai seh orh.. but hen nan ren. haha..

tmr.. geog and bio paper. GEOG ah GEOG, dunno how long never touch le.. cos humans teacher went thru geog with us very long ago, cai finish going thru ss. so.. haha... i will dunno how to answer some qn i guess.. bio... erm.. i seldom pass bio. think tmr... erm, cannot make it. haha..

cough cough.... zhen shi de. cough dao hen xin ku. grrrrrrr. i go liaox. byEe.

我們都接受
一定是彼此不夠成熟
在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭
不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動
能記得多久

06/10/2004 YES 933. haha

hmmhmm today ah(thurs), is the last day to win tix to go jing ru concert le.. must win!

yesterday ah.. hahah. me, jin and cindy, we three managed to call into 933. jin ne, managed to call in during zhou gong and wu po's time slot.. me and cindy managed to call in during ling zhi's slot... goodie! hehehee. so wad did we say ne? erms, cindy or jin's blog may have the details.. haha.. i lazy to type yar~. tmr phy paper 2 and ss paper. die liaox. i really cant finish all. jiu zhe yang... byeE

hmmm

Had my english prelims on last friday. don't think i did well for paper one. erm, i dun have too much confidence in paper 2 too... i think i understood the passage, i think only.

the following week is the week before my prelims. erms, i'm having social studies paper one friday. humans look easy to me to score, but ah.. i'm still not very good in geog/ss. just one week for me to study so many things. not enough time....!

although my friends and i know that we are running out of time, we are going to watch Resident Evil: Apocalypse most probably tomorrow(monday). cos cheaper. hehe.

meet paul for lunch at jurong point yesterday. he had the reservist thingy somewhere in tuas huh? anyway, we had the steamboat at kopitiam. paul is the third person i'm having that stall's food with. haha. first one was pingping, second one was xf.. haha. after that, went to music junction awhile. when it's about time, we took the train down to outram. that paul ah, didn't realise i got cut my hair till i mention it -_-'''. la la, anyway, we both alighted at outram cos he going back home. met jinyu at the platform. first time seeing paul in his bing yi( pink yi ma, jin?).. haha.

after jinyu got some stuff at the cd shop, we met raine.. haha..really look like my cousin eh. hahaha. she bought the $0.40 water.. haha.. 3 for $1. she bought only one bottle la. ran hou ne, went to the mrt station to wait for ping and jingxing lo.

the ktv session with jinyu, pingping and jingxing. erm, i didn't enjoy... =X. maybe because it's been quite some time since i touched the mic? haha.. as expected, there's no new songs of jing ru. but, ah jin and i just sang yan wei die, jie shou, ning xia.... without music. haha.. did sing other songs without the mic yar~. hmm hmm, tried singing chun zhen with mayday's mv hor? but din succeed. hahax.. that's wat i think la. and me and jin did something lame.. wei wo hao and gei cong qian de ai. hahaha. after the ktv session, i dunno where to go. haha. jinyu keep asking me to go there -_-. but i'll be only girl haha. so never go.. in the end.. i took train to city hall, alighted, then go to boon lay. ben... haix. bought old chang kee home. yam pie, yummie yummie. zuo tian yi dao jia, i ate alot.. haha... had rice. right after that, i eat chao mian. rite after chao mian, i eat my yam pie. -_-. then watched liang jing ru special. goodie!!! wahahahha.. goodie...

before i slp, had... melon. hahaha. goodie. hahahaha. i'm going off liaox... byEe.

被懂我的人愛着
我是幸福的
連沉默都能使交流

哈哈. my favourite song... 給從前的愛。